Playboy

Recently, I worked on a project for Justin Page at Playboy. It was for a snippet of a larger fiction story about a mariachi guitar player who was shot years ago but then finally died due to the bullet still being in his body which essentially poisoned him.

I had fun in the studio doing this painting. It catered to everything I love to do in art making and subject matter. The combination of large bold shapes with fine-line details and the skull/guitar combination was perfect subject matter for me. I feel very lucky to have been asked by Justin to work on this job. He also did an amazing job designing the spread - it all works beautifully together.

 

White Light

Introducing my new mini-series of Dim Stars paintings called 'White Light'. They are all on 5" x 7" museum canvases and combine various mediums. Intent on this being Part 1 of a two-part series, I wanted these pieces to be small and personal and explore the personal and sad circumstance of having a close family member pass away.

Knowing that someone in your family is sick and going to pass on, one still cannot help feel the shock and suddenness of your loved one leaving, permanently. Are we ever truly prepared? Exploring the emotions associated with a death in the family has been a long bell-curved process. Constantly flowing up and down in states of sometimes acceptance and sometimes disbelief and feeling lost throughout.  Further trying to make sense of your own life without this person who may have had a constant presence within it is a confusing experience as well.

Normally working three or or four times larger, physically working small made me feel like I was trying to fit a huge amount of emotions and thoughts into a small space. Packing every ounce of me within the piece. The act of making this work felt more personal and as a consequence, spent more time doting over the little details and textures making sure every piece was presented the way I wanted.

This felt good. This felt freeing.

White Light | 5"x7" | Mixed Media

Ground | 5"x7" | Mixed Media

Inside | 5"x7" | Mixed Media

Disintegrate | 5"x7" | Mixed Media

Here are a couple of process photos.

Luerzer's 200 Best Illustrators Worldwide

I am honored to be selected once again to be part of the Luerzer's Archive 200 Best Illustrators Worldwide.

The series I did for the United States Air Force and part of another series...of ANOTHER type of Air Force was selected. All of these images have found their way into other annuals and awards and I am humbled that they're appreciated so much.

My good buddy Brian Stauffer was selected to have his work on the cover of this year's book as well a a healthy dose of his work inside.

Gabriel Finley & The Raven's Riddle

It's been nearly two years since this project started and finally, I am honored to post my cover for the young adult book Gabriel Finley & The Raven's Riddle from Schwartz & Wade Books! I worked with the amazing art director, Rachael Cole.

From my first read while it was still being edited, I thought this was a very special book. I ended up reading it many times. In part, for the job but also the final work for pleasure. The publishers seemed to have thought this book was something special as well as you'll see.

It was a lengthy project for a variety of reasons. Originally, I was commissioned just to do the cover but then good news came that the publishers wanted to add chapter openers and other neat little bits to the book, dust jacket and end papers. Below are photos and notes about the project.

During the process of making the cover, it was decided that there would be a spot UV coating added in the cut out portion of the raven. You can see a little bit of the gloss on the edge of the spine compared to the matte part.

Copper foil color as well as embossing was added to the dust jacket to give it a nice tactile feeling and luxurious look. As many in the business know, the 4 color process can be expensive as it is but with a custom color like the copper ink, each jacket had to be run through the press an additional time specifically for that color. It really makes this book special.

An added feature of the book is a deckled edge which up until the 19th century, it was pretty standard to find on most books. The process of paper-making made this unavoidable until technology caught up. It adds a nice 'classic' feel to the book.

Illustrating not only the cover, but as the project progressed, we discussed the idea of adding images to the end-papers as well as little other bits and pieces throughout the book. On the cover and spine, the additional gate image and ravens were drawn for the book.

One of my favorite parts of the project was illustrating the section openers for the book. I enjoy the challenge of reading through the sections and finding that one image that can be an anchor for it but not give it all away.

While I love all of these, my favorite is the Part 3 opener. In part, it was the hardest to agree on but it is also, a very powerful image. I estimate at least 20 or more separate sketches were drawn and discussed with the team to get the ominous quality just right. I think we finally landed on the perfect image.

The process in creating the art for the book was fairly simple and usual...until new thoughts and ideas of what the book could be started being realized.

As I indicated earlier, I was originally commissioned to create only the cover. Below are the original rough ideas I sent in to Rachael after my first reads of the manuscript. Usually, there may be several rounds of these thumbnails done to get to feel and idea for the cover before refining the sketch.

As you can see, this part turned out incredibly easy and fast. The first sketch idea I presented in the top row was selected immediately as the cover. Not to give too much away of the story, I liked the idea of an image of Gabriel coming out of the mausoleum which is an important portal in the book. Instead of using a classic doorway, I felt that the shape of a raven would be perfect - both in image and in concept. I wanted the connection between Gabriel and the raven is represented and felt that having their heads aligned as well helped this concept. Reading the book, you'll understand why this is important.

After the thumbnail was selected, I refined the sketch more and more, tightening the lines in order to solidify the composition and what Gabriel and the rave will actually look like. I included a color study to give Rachael an idea of the palette and mood I was thinking about.

The image below is the original painting created for the cover. With some minor adjustments to Gabriel, they went to create a proof of what the cover could look like. I had already made some separate drawings of ravens and the gate which you can see in the proof just below.

It was decided at this point, only working on the project for a couple of months, that it would be put on hold to be released the following year. These sorts of things happen in publishing so I wasn't concerned. We would get back in touch when things started rolling again.

I was incredibly excited for this book. I propped up the painting on the other side of my studio to occasionally look at it as I was working on other projects. As weeks went by, looking at the painting regularly, a discomfort started to grow. I am very self critical, so I know that after a job is completed by the deadline, I need to put it away in storage and not look at it. With the painting staring at me daily, I came to the conclusion that I could do a better job. I wanted to give Gabriel a more 'human boy' look rather than the caricature that I initially created.

I have re-done paintings plenty of times in the past when I didn't like them but in this case, it was already approved and ready to go. I decided I needed to re-paint it. Below is the original version of the second painting.

Months later, when Rachael got back to me to bring the project back to life, I was told all the neat 'special effects' were going to be added to the book I described above as well as adding three interior illustrations. I was excited! In the conversation about the other new parts of the project, I told Rachael about the new painting. To shorten how it all happened, Rachael and the publisher loved the new version and decided they would go with that instead!

There was a bit of change - if you look at the original cover, the team liked the texture and lighting of Gabriel's shirt and head but wanted the new face I painted with the qualities of the older painting. Not uncommon in some of my work, I took both paintings and digitally combined them to make what ended up being the final cover.

Gabriel Finley and the Raven's Riddle was an amazing project to work on and I was honored to be part of the project. It's been a dream to create art for the wonderful George Hagen's story. I could never have gotten through this project and have such joy doing it without the wonderful guidance of an incredible art director, Rachael Cole. Thank you, Rachael.

I hope you go and give this book a read!

Random House / Schwartz & Wade shop 

Amazon Store

Variety Magazine

A piece for Variety Magazine and for Art Director Chuck Kerr.

Being a topical piece, it seems this was a last minute editorial added to the issue. My deadline was very short. It is for a story about depression in actors and actresses and how this serious issue can be solved.

I was surprisingly saddened by the death of Robin Williams. My heart drops when I hear or read about deaths but if it is about a person I don't know, there is usually a slight disconnect from it, which is normal. In this case, I felt very affected by it. I had to stop and think about why I was so upset. Putting it together, I realized that Williams was part of my pop culture life since the late 70's with Mork & Mindy. Importantly, he made me laugh. I think that is a huge connector with people. Most usually remember the people that make them laugh, not cry. Since then, seeing him in movies, stand-up and generally around in celebrity life over the years, one gets the impression, even with all of his faults, he was a good man. He enjoyed the good parts of life. He seemed to enjoy people. That combination apparently had a profound effect on me - at least in terms of celebrity.

I've heard that 'clowns are the saddest people'. In this case, it seems very true.

We all get sad, down and depressed now and again. I've certainly have had my low points that have even led me to being paralyzed in life not being able to function or do anything which, of course, adds to the weight. But, I am the type of person that recognizes these sorts of things and are able to figure out how to pull myself out of it. Sometimes, its not easy and takes a heck of along time. Other people, unfortunately, may not have the ability to do this. This is where one's ailment needs to be recognized and effective treatment started.

We are different people with different lives. There are no 'right answers' but there are answers...and good ones. There are certainly wrong solutions made in haste. I hope that people out there in the world find ways not to succumb to their sadnesses.

I did three variations of this piece. I had no idea which one they were going to use. The image on top is my favorite with the cloud passing through the actors head which I was led to believe they were going to use. It seems they used a cleaner version. The website version is another variation still. Occasionally, I've done two variations of pieces and they select one to publish. This is likely the first time that all three variations made their way out there.